i've got more
i can't do
can't give
can't be you
i tried
i just lied
restless resting aching behaving badly
inside i'm not the same anymore
but inside is where the truth is supposedly
so they say
and i'm inside
inside
i see everything
but i don't see you
i don't see anyone
they're all gone
emptied house
i don't know what else to say
i'm here i am this way
can't be any different
or anything worth while
hurting in places
place inside -hurting in places inside
so i swallow a pill and i wait
i wait until i'm able bodied and ready again
to do things
maybe
the hurting able bodied lying stiff
lying -lying
resting waiting for more
should shut the fuck up
before i'm on the floor
it's all the same
nothing going
nothing getting better
robotic features
body double
double feature
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