I think I need more order. I need to prioritise more time to spend on doing the hobbies that I enjoy.

It is very easy to neglect ourselves and, we forget to make time to just focus on making sure our mental and physical health are doing okay. 

I'm good at getting obsessed with something, for example exercise, and that will be all I focus on for the next few weeks or months. In the meantime my mental health will get neglected.

I want more time with Jordan. We had a really good weekend together recently. It felt like we got a lot done and, we were both in sync in what we wanted to do that weekend. It felt special.

I need to make actual plans for my finances. I need to be more organised with my savings and, create a goal for how much money I want to have saved by the end of the year. I checked my benefits at work and, it tells you exactly how much money you have been paid this financial year (including any bonuses). It shocked me because I can't say what I did with it.

I know some will be bills and, I know some will be New Zealand, which was amazing. But the rest of it? I couldn't say.

I honestly don't know what else I need. If I'm honest, I'm quite content most of the time.