This topic makes me slightly uncomfortable as I don't like to think about what happens after. It causes me to hyperventilate and, I have to work to keep those thoughts out of my head.

It's not really 'legacy' but I would like to be able to look back in ten, fifteen, twenty years and, know I did what I wanted to. I got my Masters, I've got my house, marry Jordan. I would like to have finally stopped finding excuses and, write. Write anything and everything, until eventually I feel it's good enough to be published.

Do you know those scenes in films where you have all your close friends/family round and, everyone is happy, eating, drinking and, just enjoying each other's company? Only this happens every week, it's just a regular weekend for you all. That is what I crave. I want the good people who will be in your life for as long as you need each other.

I have a few people like that already, but there is always room for more.

I want people to remember me and, think she made our lives easier just by being there.

Like I said this topic makes me feel very uncomfortable so I'm not sure what else I can add really.

Instead, I asked Jordan what he wants his legacy to be:

'That I was a funny, nerdy guy but a good dad...

Do my maths degree...'

We both agreed that we're too young to even be thinking about our legacies!

Hopefully tomorrow will be a better blog! 

Published by Claire Crookes