Hi dad..

How are you?


I am not good..

I am messed up

I don’t know what should I do.

My tears rollin down my cheek as I wrote this..

I am so stupid..

I choose the wrong things..

I disappoint you..

I am sorry..

I know exactly what u will say now to me..

“ Que sera sera… “

What ever happen.. happens dear..all ou have to do is stand tall and lift your head high.

Take the risk.. walk proud..

I am sorry.. for being such a brat daughter..

I throw all your hopes away..

I threw all my dreams away,,,  I shouldn’t done that..

I am sorry..

I’ll be good. I’ll be okay..

I held my head high.. I become the best for sure.. I kick myself and push myself to my limit to make you proud.. I want to see you smile when u see me one day..  when its my time..

Your smile.. your love.. your advices.. is my power.. my motivation… I’ll do GREAT!


Lots of love..


From your Daughter…