i've got more

i can't do

can't give

can't be you

i tried

i just lied

restless resting aching behaving badly

inside i'm not the same anymore
but inside is where the truth is supposedly 

so they say

and i'm inside
inside
i see everything 
but i don't see you
i don't see anyone
they're all gone
emptied house

i don't know what else to say
i'm here i am this way 
can't be any different
or anything worth while
hurting in places
place inside -hurting in places inside
so i swallow a pill and i wait 
i wait until i'm able bodied and ready again
to do things

maybe

the hurting able bodied lying stiff
lying -lying
resting waiting for more
should shut the fuck up
before i'm on the floor
it's all the same
nothing going 
nothing getting better
robotic features

body double

double feature

Published by @beckettlives /cloudsgrey valiant