I can’t hold it in anymore… I’m struggling to keep inside… this roar!
It’s too painful to bear! So much pain in my chest…
I know it will turn the tides of this war…
But at what cost?!
I’m so afraid… I’m already counting the loss.
I inhale; I hold my breath… I’m straining to stop myself!
I can feel my lungs about to burst!
I’m trying to hold back… Oh, it hurts!
It’s forcing its way out of me, slowly but surely!
I can’t… I won’t let it control me!
But it’s coming… It’s happening…
I can’t keep it down anymore!
I let out a hyper-voiced roar that echoes throughout the battlefield.
Yes… It’s true… It came from within me.
It boomed; shaking the earth underneath our feet.
It had even managed to scatter our enemies…
They ran all over the battle field, confused at what was happening…
The beast in me had made himself known…
I had become a man of the super-natural; I’m unbelievably strong…
And if anyone thinks they can stop me, I will prove them wrong…
My muscles were expanding and becoming too wide for my armor…
Piece by piece, it all falls off as I rampaged the battlefield, seeking prey.
I ripped enemies apart with my bear hands which were slowly becoming my paws…
My teeth are growing… I’m growling and seeking something to gnaw…
I’m experiencing this excruciating pain at the expansion of my jaws!
The anguish only makes me want to be so much rawer…
Enemies ran away, but I leaped and they were caught.
With my teeth, I tore them apart…
Blood gushed out as I ripped open throats…
I was quickly becoming wild; ruthless and cold…
I tore arms away from bodies… All I had to do was pull with my claws.
I’m not a man anymore…
I fall to my knees… My mane is growing…
My entire body aches as I’m transfiguring…
All I can do was let it happen and scream!
It feels like this pain is destroying me!
I will not be the average sized beast…
They’ll be surprised to see what I’ve been trying to keep contained within me…
My enemies won’t know what to do with me… I was created to demolish entire armies.
This beast is something extraordinary in me… Yet, something I was afraid to let anybody see… Afraid they might call me a monster and come after me…
The many times I’ve caused harm to anyone in the past; it wasn’t really me.
I lost all control of this beast…
I wish that I could stop now, but there’s nothing but rage working in me!
More than anything, I’m afraid of what might become of her…
What will she think of me when she realizes, this beast is me?
How will she escape, how will she be free?!
Will she draw her sword and fight to stop me?
I’m so afraid…
I know that when I come to my senses, I won’t remember anything.
But I know what’s about to happen, and there’s no restraining me…
I’ll devour everyone and destroy anything that stands before me!
Everything’s fading to black… I can’t see!
I’m gone… I hope that she can get away.
I hope that she won’t become my prey.
It’d be tragic to have it all end this way…
My Lady Knight, be safe.

To be continued…

Published by A Passionate Writer