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I will never understand the ways of life for some. I have lived my life at my home for many many years. Living the life of a woman who has an auto immune disease is a hard life to live. Try living a life when you have three auto immune diseases...

Auto-Immune Disease: 

a disease resulting from a disordered immune reaction in which antibodies are produced against one's own tissues, as systemic lupus erythematosus or rheumatoid arthritis.

 


Watching others do things that you only wish you could do. Then to watch others not do things that you are trying to do is a very interesting thing in life.

I sit back and I think of life and I watch certain people I know and some I don't know and it is utterly amazing to me how some just sit around and complain about wanting to work and yet do nothing about it. They have the means and the transportation, they have the education and the ways to get it done but yet nothing is being done from what I can tell. I may give suggestions and the ones I give aren't good enough so I just stop speaking and for that matter stop listening. I have never heard so many excuses about there not being any jobs available when I get emails in my inbox on a daily basis about companies looking for jobs in the areas and fields that some people I know specialize in and yet they have an excuse and/or reason as to why they can't work that job or apply for that job or they will say yea I got that email to and I can't do the hours they are calling for and I am like "OMG" okay well just forget I ever said anything. I mean I understand that there is a shortage in jobs and some people don't have the transportation and/or babysitters or even the know it all to apply for said jobs but at the same time they seem to have no type of motivation to do anything about it. When you try to give them something to go on they give you attitude so its like "why try"...

Some people in this world are so sensitive and it kills me for they come to me with their stories and/or problems and yet when I start to speak on my life as an example they feel like I am putting them down or I am being combative or I am debating them for a choice of words and that is not the case at all its just me saying how I feel about my situation and if I can feel the way I feel then they can feel the same way but I am beginning to see that there are a lot of #negative people around me and I feel that once again another birthday is upon me and its time for me to delete and dismiss some of those "so called friends" that are within my circle and its crazy because my circle is already microscopic small before you know it I will have like 2 people in my circle not including God of course that would make 3.... :)

All of this was stated to say this. Never let anything or anyone stop you from being the best you that you can be. Never let the mistakes you may have made in life decide what path you are going to take in life. You may get knocked down more than you can think or even can fathom, but you have to keep getting up and going forward with life. You can't just stop and let life when....

Don't let mistakes and people of your past control or ruin your future...

~SB

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