Have you ever met someone and you just know you want them, or just wanted something so badly? It kills you, doesn't it? You would do anything to have it.  Well maybe not anything.  I think this feeling is being exaggerated because I want consistency.  Hmm, now, what steps do I take to get what I want.  I mean, it is hard and it will take work.  It is important to make sure you are making changes for yourself though.  My healthy eating journey is going great, and I have been way into fashion and beauty and staying up with appearance. I feel like I need a group of friends that are also new to the area that way we can all carryout this journey together.  I mean come on.  Now that would be entertaining.  I want a job.  I have an interview tomorrow.  I just want a job so I can make some money and be a grown-up.  I don't want to be one of those grads that gets a degree and does nothing with it.  I want a good boy.  I have gone through great times and really bad times with boys lately. I also need to start my sports adventure so I can show people the great world of sports and their venues from a girl that connects with basic girls who go to look at hot guys, take photos, and drink beer and also from a perspective that connects with dudes that actually watch sports for sports and also likes beer. 

I guess I want something to work on.  When I am at a standstill I go crazy and I feel like I am being useless. It is quite a struggle, but that is just me.  I am a busy body who likes adventure and excitement and love love love telling a story with my life. Trust me, me bored equals bad decisions, trying to entertain myself.  Let's just say, I ended up with a really good friend but also a angry girlfriend thinking I stole her boyfriend and a group of angry girls thinking it was true.  It wasn't true. You guys, my life in a nutshell.

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Published by Lauren Emi