Through the passing stations  I go by I see people just standing there in their own little world and I think to myself about the people who have came into my life and who left, it makes me wonder will the people I care about still stay with me through the hardships and the good times or will they up and leave me  

If you know me then you would know my life has never been easy going and if you don’t know me then well Here I am. I’m not perfect, I have so many flaws, I continue to question why I go through obstacle after obstacle and I ask myself with all these hardships I’ve faced through all the good and the bad do people I care about ever think that it get to much for them that they decide to leave, or do they think that they need to stick with me so I can overcome all these obstacles and situations that life throws at me.

there’s a poem from NIKITA GILL that reads:

Most People In your life were only meant for dreams, and summer laughter. They stay till the wind changes, the tides turn, or disappear with the first snow. And then there are some that were forged to weather blizzards and pain with you. They were cast in iron, set in gold and never ever leave you to face anything alone. Know who those people are, and love them the way they deserve. Not everyone in life is temporary. A few are as permanent as love is old


Do you know why this Poem gets to me its because first the poem is called Temporary and Permanent, secondly she says in the poem Not everyone in life is temporary. A few are as permanent as love is old. Then I think to myself some people may not be permanent in my life anymore they might have left for their own reasons or we had a falling out but even though they were temporary they were still able to help me through the changes in my life, they were apart of the summer laughter and we made memories that I can still recall from the long night chats, to the beach runs, to the adventures in rooms and outdoors, to sleeping on a trampoline and gazing at the stars these memories I made with them won’t ever go away from me as these memories made me this person I am today.

 

But then even with the temporary people I was able to spend time with throughout my 22 years of life in different periods of my life there was still a bunch of people from the very start of my journey I knew would be permanent as she says in the poem “that were forged to weather blizzards and pain with you. They were cast in iron, set in gold and never ever leave you to face anything alone.” These are the people that I have made countless memories with and still continue to make memories with, They are the people who have seen me in the darkest of times yet still continue to help me through it all, they never have left my side even though I might have pushed them away cause its who I am they still continue to reassure me that I won’t go through life alone. In Proverbs 27:17 it reads

Which is true our friends sharpen us to be someone better than we think, they continue to guide us and strengthen us through out our life. A true friend is someone who has seen you at your good your bad, on your worst days and on your best days yet still stay with you through it all and onto the next chapter in your life. Cherish those friends as they are everything you need. I can say that even though some friends have left me and their chapter has closed the friends that are written throughout my life story are the ones that I will always love and cherish forever and always.
xx

Published by Kylie De Guia