The place where you belong. . . ? Like 0 Twitter Nina S Follow Sept. 19, 2016, 6:58 p.m. in Life and Styles Views: 591 Like us on facebook ,,TIME IS A SCARCE STUFF." Those days when you're feeling kinda alone. When you are home all by yourself. Walking around the place I am supposed to call home, stepping inside of every single room and looking around...reminiscing a few years back, this particular room I am in right now, was my bedroom, now I live the "next door" (literally). I was sharing room with my older brother, till me being 10 or 12 (?) and him being 15 or 17...hard to know, when you are a person who doesn't really remember what she had for lunch yesterday. Then, pardon me. Anyway, I was just stepping inside of the dark room and listening to a silent ticking of the old watch, we used to have for forever. Sitting on a couch, which was bought when they were still together. Seeing so many pictures in my head right now. Father sleeping on the couch, eating peanuts - then switch - us having 16 Christmas in a row - switch - watching TV together - switch - playing cards....switch, switch, switch. Can't say that I miss him here, I am too old for that (at least too old to admit it), but still, those are memories and sometimes you miss memories more than the person. That was the time I wasn't really seeing the whole truth, honestly I didn't care (why would I), but there comes an ability to "see and hear" with the proper age. It all sometimes makes me feel kinda anxious, with a necessity to get the hell out of here for a few days (as I am trying to do every single week now), but as you know, you are always glad to come home with a feeling that this is your place, a place where you belong even if you don't admit that in front of yourself sometimes. You always come back, because as much as I want that, I want to belong somewhere, and don't say I'm not right, when you know that I am. Everybody wants that. Nobody wants to stay all alone, by herself, in a lonely apartment a few days in a row. Nobody wants to stay alone at last. Nina P.s: Even if it's partly cracked like the path on the photo, but you are still able to fix it. It's all about your attitude. http://www.wonderwallphoto.wordpress.com Share Mail Messenger Twitter Pinterest Linkedin Comments Related Article Life and Styles Where Do You Belong? Harmony Day Thoughts Life and Styles Your Life is Your Masterpiece Life and Styles We love Brazil!!