download-16Well, my weekend was SHIT, and my October is already off to a bad start. 2016 has not been my year and I’m ready for it to be over, like 3 months ago. Honestly, the area I’m in may have a lot to do with that. I’m just ready to get the hell out of Virginia! Never in my life have I met such worthless ass people. I feel like a Pre-K maybe even a Day Care teacher. I’m always having to repeat myself about stuff GROWN folk should already know! Anyone that knows me will tell you, I HATE REPEATING MYSELF! Growing up, we couldn’t be asked the same question more than once, and if someone had to repeat themselves for ANY reason, you’re getting your hearing knocked back into place because it’s clearly off. See I can’t do that out here, I’m too skinny for one and someone may try to whoop my ass and I’ll go to jail, I’m ready to take that chance, though. I don’t know why I expected anyone over the age of 18 to understand the concept of,

  • Treat others the same way you'd want to be treated
  • What goes around comes around
  • There are consequences for your actions
  •  A liar can't be trusted images-20
  • Once a liar always a liar
  • DON’T LIE
  • What sally says about sue, says a lot more about sally than sue
  • You’re not always going to be right and it’s okay to man up and admit to being wrong
  • Don’t hit woman
  • Your lies eventually catch up with you

Simple things like that.

I’ve had to tell numerous people lately,

DON’T EXPECT OR ASK SOMETHING OF ME THAT YOU CAN’T EVEN GIVE ME YOURSELF! Is that asking for too much?

No? I know I didn’t think so. I don’t understand, why my sister’s bf is 20 and my ex is 28 and we have to talk to them about them same shit because that’s a GROWN ASS BOY! I explained to my sister, RUN! RUN BTCH AS FAST AS YOU CAN DROP THAT NGGA AND NEVER LOOK BACK. DON’T BE LIKE ME!!! Ugh, Fck love. It’s my generation.

RUN! RUN BTCH AS FAST AS YOU CAN DROP THAT NGGA AND NEVER LOOK BACK. DON’T BE LIKE ME!!! images-19Ugh, Fck love. It’s my generation.

These children, sadly some older than me, running around here with their ass on their shoulders and their hand out waiting for a miracle, CHILD PLEASE! No one believes in working for anything, what’s work? There are low lives who believe stealing is a hustle, that’s their work. Welcome to 2016 where you can betray someone’s trust and not have to earn it back. I can do something to you but if you do it back to me then you’re wrong because I'm hurt but when I do it I'm not wrong. You gotta earn my trust back but I don’t have to earn yours , fuck you. You need  to stop being childish and  just get over whatever’s been done, and never speak of it again.  No one knows what morals are, bitches selling themselves for $45, everybody lie, what the hell is loyalty? Everyone wants to play games while in a relationship but expect someone to be faithful to them, how? Everyone is just fake as hell, that’s what it is! If you want your secrets to be safe with me, DON’T GO TELLING MINE! Especially when my secrets, I can own up to and it won’t be that big of a deal, but your secrets will get your ass ran tf out of town, disowned by your family and some more.

I hate when I don’t get something and I’m stuck thinking about it for days, trying to figure out something I’m never going to understand. Who the hell do you go to for the answers I’m looking for? Is it time I turn my life to god? HAHAH good one, God probably up there yelling at me now, cursing my ass out.images-18

“YOU STUPID BTCH, I GAVE YOU THE KNOWLEDGE TO SEE PAST ANY AND ALL BULLSHIT THAT CAME YOUR WAY! YOU WANNA LET THESE AINT SHIT NIGGAS USE YOU THEN THAT’S ON YOU! DON’T COME PRAYING TO ME NEXT TIME YOU’RE TIRED OF BEING USED AND ABUSED OR END UP IN JAIL. I SHOULD MAKE YOUR ASS SIT NEXT TIME! YOU NEED TIME TO THINK, DO SOME SOUL SEARCHING OR SOMETHING.”

I can hear him now. Yes, In my imagination, God’s a hood ngga like the rest of us, but smart and gifted, like Bruce Almighty.