TYPE OF GIRL FOR YOU…

Am not the type of girl for you, the type you call more than a friend. I break all the rules, break my heart and start anew all for you. I will never be a well behaved woman, not because I can’t but because am made of raw adventure, fine beer, brains and no fear.

Am not the type of girl for you. So am not going to pretend that I am not broken. Am not going to pretend that I don’t bleed, cry and accept the demands of pain. That’s where I start to heal and the light gets in. Am the type that doesn’t get lost in the fire but is actually built from it. If you don’t find me in the flames then go through the ashes and you just might.

Am not the type of girl for you. So hold back from trying to talk to me. I normally get lost in a labyrinth of what’s honest and true, and I might drag you through. Am not an open book too. Start from the back of me and see I don’t end like you expected me to, wanted it to. So please go through patiently first and even write on the margin or leaf my pages ‘cuz you just might need to go back and forth to get me. Then once you done, keep me or keep me not. I won’t hold it against you.

Am not the type of girl for you. But let’s pretend you wanted me to be. I get drunk on coffee and a good read. I fall in love with the rain ‘cuz it hides my pain. I love food and keep hood. I hope you understand am not the convectional type. Am not your Cinderella fairy tale and if that’s who you want am sorry I fail.

Am not the type of girl for you. I know you mad and probably insane. Trust me I get the grain ‘cuz I can’t keep you out of my brain. She is the type of girl for you. I see you eat up all she said and I will not try get in your head.

Am not the type of girl for you, not gonna try to pretend that am the type you call more than a friend. If you love me I will destroy you so beautifully and you will barely breathe, you will painfully realize that you in too deep and am not a girl in a dress but a storm with skin.  

Published by Faith Msl