What I Want Like 1 Twitter Ciara Hall Follow April 13, 2017, 7:33 p.m. in Opinion Views: 434 Like us on facebook I want to be okay. That's all. I want to be healthy, happy, unconcerned. I want to wake up in the morning and be excited to get out of bed. I want friends. I want people who like me and understand me. Not a lot of them, maybe - just one or two would be nice. One or two who stay. One or two who don't move away or find other people or just stop talking to me all of a sudden. I want to sit in a group of people and not feel like the outsider for once. I want to be with them and not feel like I have to keep trying for them to like me. I want to fall in love. I want to meet someone who is attracted to me and who I am attracted to as well. I want a relationship that goes beyond an exchange of phone numbers and maybe an awkward kiss or handshake. I want someone who understands me. I want a job that I enjoy. I want to spend the majority of my day doing something that makes the time go by, and yet I still make money nonetheless, at least enough money to survive. I want a stress-free place to stay in and depend on. I want the opportunity to feel free, like I can grow and change and become who I was meant to be. I want to be in the light and the earth, growing tall and new and green like a vine, rather than stunted and ugly like a weed. I want a mind that remains calm in the storm. I want to face difficulty with a carefree smile and a shrug, rather than the question of whether or not this is it, the thing that breaks me for good. I want confidence in my ability to weather the hurricane, rather than the fear that I will be drowned in it. I want arms that are clear and soft and free of cuts or claw marks. I want hope and thrill and contentedness. I want little, I think. I just want to be the way people say I should be - a happy, beautiful, well-adjusted young woman with my whole life ahead of me. That's what I want. That's all. Share Mail Messenger Twitter Pinterest Linkedin Comments Related Article Opinion Just Saying 08.01 Opinion The Only Thing I Know Opinion What is Your Biggest Challenge?