I want to feel loved,
But accomplish nothing,
I want to be happy,
But wake up feeling sorrow,
I know what I should do,
But struggle to obtain energy,
I envy the freedom of children,
But long for responsibility,
I'm thankful for blessings,
But feel so incomplete,
I want to be wanted,
But know I'm a disappointment,
I wish I knew what was 'Normal',
But can't unlock the door,
I wish to smile,
But I bleed inside with pain,
I want to feel saved, 
But feel so forgotten,
I know I should follow the light,
But stumble in and out of the dark,
I want to be better,
But make everything much worse,
I dream of finding peace,
But cannot stabilise the remains...

Published by Viccie Hughes