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I was scared of my deepened sadness and pessimism
I was scared when I started to panic
I was scared when my shadow was resurrecting itself from the depths of my regression
The ways I wanted to perfect myself in the mirror or I would hate how I looked
The ways I didn't believe anymore
The way I felt what everyone else was feeling
The anger I felt when they said I couldn't
The tendencies
The habits
I locked myself in my room
I closed my door
I stood by myself
Myself was coming out
I wanted to lock her back in my psyche
I realized that who she is who I am
I wanted to swallow her in myself
Again
It's better not to cope in that way...
Cope with regression
Instead of coping with progression
I learned that she is me
The me who was a step ahead of who I was
I read the note she wrote me when she came out
I am dangerous
I am who you are
The girl who is unafraid
Unafraid of the unknown ahead
Because you don't know who I am
But I know who you are
And it's time for that girl to wake up a woman
A woman who is unapologetically in control of herself
And nothing will make her afraid of every part of herself that she once hid away from reality
She is you and you can't hide her anymore
I am here and I am you
Digest the words...
Control
Power
Peace
Perseverance
and beginning
This is a beginning
Published by Nina Rondon
7 years ago 
